There's a weight sitting on my shoulders today. It's the sum total of many little things gnawing at me and pulling me down.
Some jet lag.
Some sadness at the vacation being over.
Some at situations that were within my control but that I messed up anyway. Some of them affect me. That's OK, really. Some of them affect others. That's pissing me off.
Some at situations that really aren't in my control but whose ensuing poor outcome extends its shadow to people I love, and is unfair to them.
Some of it is an oncoming cold and a pain in the throat (not neck, surprisingly, after all that literal baggage I put my shoulders through on this trip) and a feeling that I'm about to fall sick - for like the 11th time this year.
(Mom, if you're reading this, I'm exaggerating. It's more like the 3rd time. Also don't call me about that email I wrote you this morning, I don't know how to talk about it. Yes I'm a coward.)
Some of it is my tummy reorienting itself to the Asian food clock, mostly kicking and screaming.
I refuse to succumb to an UGH day like this. Know what I'll do? Something I've wanted to for 2 weeks now - watch Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na. :-)
Yes, I'm shallow like that. Atleast i'll sleep happy.
What do you do to unblue a bad day, say?