Is exactly how I feel most of the time now.
Life outside work is settling down to a state of same -old and I DON'T LIKE. I'm constantly thinking of what to do next to spice up things and make life meaningful, but as of now drawing one BIGGU sized blank.
Also, I'm sitting on the periphery of decisions that others are making about my life and trying hard to stay calm and peaceful ...
*breathes deeply, once... twice... thrice....
.....gives up and goes back to huffing*
As you can see, *that* isn't going too well at the moment.
What the F is with me and sitting quietly that will just not go together? Ok, I have to promise myself that I need to put something down on paper for the next 6 months on paper by this weekend. Else I'll go without sweets for all of next week.
(Shudder, Gasp, Shudder!!!)
And on that cheerful note, I say goodbye. Someone's about to break some top secret news to me. Why like this so much suspense and not knowing in MY life WONLY? WHY???!!!